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2010-12-09T22:13:00.000-08:00

a, b, c, d, e, f, g, gummy bears are chasing me. One is red, one is blue, one is trying to steal my shoe. Now im running for my life, cuz the red one has a knife.

2010-12-02T21:51:00.000-08:00

The blog and tagboard is so dead, I don't see a point in updating anymore.

2010-11-09T18:54:00.000-08:00

ANGER. IS A STRONG EMOTION.

All of you out there, must have felt anger, more than just once in your lifetime. Sometimes it's so strong it almost overwhelmed you, and you almost lashed out on innocent beings? And the slightest thing could tempt you (strong, and I mean, VERY STRONG) to slap whoever it is making a senseless comment? Oh yes. Been there, done that. I always manage to hold myself back, not because I exercise great patience and tolerance. But because I decided that the trouble following the slap is so not worth it. Coward? Whatever.

No words can explain how pissed I am from yesterday till today. Wait, it didn't start just yesterday. So I myself not sure when I started being pissed. The first time I see you? Huh! I've so much things to say in my mind, but I just don't know when to start. Definitely, loss of words due to anger. And since I don't know where to start, I shall end this blog post abruptly here.

And I don't care if you like it or not.

2010-11-01T20:10:00.000-07:00

Lab management is really boring

And it's a good day for ranting.

I shall change your name to Mr. Pest. Should you dare message ANY of my friends in an attempt to get back to me, you'll be dead meat. Understand? I'll bring this to the police. You'll have another case to worry about. How's that? And I'll hate you for as long as I remember your mistakes. Stop assuming your mistakes are NOTHING.

2010-10-28T19:32:00.001-07:00

I'm going all HOT and COLD, and I'm not loving it.

2010-10-21T20:35:00.000-07:00

I'm not a very happy happy girl today.

And don't ask me why, coz I'm so pissed, I can't be bothered to share!

2010-10-18T22:19:00.000-07:00

Some of us, really need something to get angry over.

WTF IS THIS?! So you can eat medicine, but not sweet? And the ironic thing is... Definition of drugs, is that when absorbed into the body of a living organism, alters normal bodily function. If a sweet is able to let this poor lady here curb her motion sickness, prevent herself from vomiting, making a mess on the train in which will post a scene to all passengers who saw it, to the cleaners who will have to clean it later, why the hell not? Nothing is perfect. The person had a point, people will follow suit when he close an eye for this poor lady with motion sickness. But... The point of banning food and drinks, is so that there will be no littering, and no dirtiness, no smell. Right? But a harmless sweet, other than the littering part, shouldn't make such a big mess? What if people of the public are able to dispose of their rubbish well, will it still be banned? What if there's rubbish bins easily accessible at train stations, or even platforms, will it be better?

Yizhan told me that medicine is allowed, but I'm not sure if plain water is. I mean... Plain water should be accepted right? It's not some sweet drink like bandung or what, which will make a mess once spilled, and attract ants? This is some bullshit :/

Okay, fine. Ranting over.

2010-10-13T20:54:00.000-07:00

Diarrhea. BOOHOO

I am strongly convinced that someone up there is playing a practical joke on me, as I had diarrhea 4am in the morning yesterday. ): Nua the whole day in the legs and ass. No, it is not funny. Until now my stomach is still feeling so... weird. :/

Today's module seem interesting ;) Pharmacology and Toxicology. Cheem much? You've not seen the rest of my modules.

FML.

2010-10-11T22:58:00.000-07:00

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL

Gotta be a bummer. Found out in the hard way that my alarm clock wasn't set properly. Had to cab down to school, so as not to create such a bad impression on my first day. Found out halfway through my journey that today's Lab Management, and will be needing lab attire today. FML. I was halfway through my journey. To hell with it, I just called YY and whined. Wasn't even our fault. RP didn't send email, and the announcement didn't pop out yesterday. I had to find it manually this morning. I said so coz, I wasn't the only one! Lucky today we only went for a short 'tour' around a lab. So we were excused.

New class is nice nice, window classroom! Lovely lovely. Favourite kind of classroom. (Y) Lesson is so draggy ):

2010-10-10T06:32:00.000-07:00

ERHU LESSON

Did I tell you? I'm currently taking erhu lessons from one of the nightmare erhu teacher I had from years ago. And it's really awesome~! Hahahaha :D Super cool, learnt super lot in a day.

Damn, the deadline is nearing. I need to finish up my PP in a day ):

Time please slow down.

2010-10-04T09:05:00.000-07:00

HELLO

Finally got to meet up with Partner and Ian today for a lunch. Wanted nasi lemak, but sadly, they didn't survive the curse ): They closed down, same as the few previous stores that occupied that space right next to Taman Jurong Superbowl. Mad sad, Ian and me ): The indian aunty was so friendly and nice to us. Hurhur, always giving us extras freebies. I miss you indian aunty~ Anyway, went to same old boring mac. BORING. Had some mini conflict, which poor Ian and Partner had to witness. Sorry about that :P Anyway, Ian and Partner has joined the little loop of secret. (:

Sometimes all of us have 2 sides, the good side, the not-so-pleasant side. But the challenge is, loving that one person regardless of how many sides they have (:

Anyway, a funny picture to share.

(click picture for a bigger, better view)

Teehee, I like how the girlfriend is such a romantic spoiler x) So romantic! HAHAHAHA :D

I hope you guys are okay :/

2010-10-02T08:37:00.001-07:00

Pictures explain it all.

Yes, Legend of Fist, Return of Chen Zhen. I'm telling you, this is superb! (: I absolutely love how the movie is packed with action. I gotta say my favourite part is where Chen Zhen, aka Donnie Yen (Such hot body, I know right?!) kick off the action in the beginning of the movie. A wonderful start and an excellent appetizer for what follows. They end it off quite nicely too, as you can see the hot as hell Donnie Yen taking off his shirt and flexes his muscles. Woooo -swoons- You can see, from the first picture :D Fantastic max, Yi Zhan was not wrong.

Well, while outside, saw Diona Wan Ting and Bebe. Hehehehe, guess that the secret couldn't be held long :3 Hahaha~ :D Those who don't know what is going on, it's for me to know, and for you to find out x)

Mum got a iphone 4, and she just won't stop showing off to me. Now there's 3 apple users at home. What about poor little me? -cute puppy eyes- Hahaha! No, I shall be patient, and maybe I'll get iphone 5 or 6. x) Hahaha! Not that I know when it's coming out. (real reason i'm not getting a iphone now, or anytime soon, is because my parents and Dino think that my scatterbrain is not worthy of it. Hmpf...)

Anyway, my dear parents has agreed on me having erhu lessons once per week! Hurray~~~~ (L) Fantastic! :D

Today ended really really well.

2010-10-01T13:28:00.000-07:00

It's a fun fun evening.

Finally had the time to meet up with most of D@D and MURU. Though it's a little of disappointment that not everybody can make it. But it's okay, we'll have our next holidays (:

Went to Sakae for dinner at the Icon outlet. Super fun, too bad we're not supposed to sit at the longer table and had to split up into 2 tables. ): Didn't like that plan. We catch up, chit chat, make a nuisance outta ourselves. Gotta love how 18-19 years old teens are acting like kids. Hahaha, it's childrens' day... Isn't it? (: Pictures are taken, uploaded in fb, and as usual, I'm not uploading here due to my laziness. And they say laziness killed the cat. Whatever. x) I've no cat! :D

It's a fun ride home, and we're still making a nuisance outta ourselves. We could even catch a few passengers (complete strangers) laughing at our behaviour/jokes. Either one. It started with me singing the dimsum dollies song when we board the train. HAHA! :D I'm a kid. ^^V

Do meet up often aye! :)

Tmr will be a fun day ;)

2010-09-27T08:16:00.001-07:00

Check this video out!

Gotta love the chorus! :D Really nice and kinda meaningful ^^V

2010-09-23T00:39:00.001-07:00

JPS OUTING.

Was super awesome! Damn, true! :D Pictures up in my fb, see yourself la. I'm lazy to save all here and then upload. Troublesome!

It's been a year, and we're knowing more and more ppl, fun fun fun! As years go by, I come to realize I am alcohol-intolerant. Just a sip is enough to make blood rush up to my head, making my face blush like hell, and enough to cause breathing difficulties.

It's a mistake telling my problems, because I woke up this afternoon and found my facebook flooded with tags.... Presenting, Crystal.

zzzz, she can't stop embarrassing me enough on facebook.

Speaking of facebook. SOMEBODY go add my friend huh. My bestie some more! Never die before I suppose? Knowing she's my friend? You have the cheek to write on her wall? You think my dear Angie will like you? No. What's your motive in adding her? I wonder. You asswipe.

Stupid stomach cramps, I can't move lah. ): and I'm sorry to make you cancel your event and to standby at home in case I need you to sub for my tuition. ):

I can't take pain! Grrrrrrrr. Randal is lactose intolerant, I'm alcohol and pain intolerant! ): Nooo~

Fuck la, aku cinta kau.

2010-09-19T09:12:00.000-07:00

Back from Cameron Highland!

Was way awesome! Super nice view, and very cold cold cold! Some of you may have know that I left on Friday night. Really close incident. My mum forgot to bring my passport, and heng enough, she found out when we're about to depart from Boon Lay. Delay-ed everybody's time. Woohoo, nice start. Way to go Mummy :) Mood was slight ruined, when I was afraid I may have to get off and go home alone and maybe indulge myself in self pity. Hahaha!

We all slept in the bus, and it's super bad la ): I can't sleep well at all, even though you can adjust the seats to an almost sleeping position, it still has its own limit. Throughout the entire night, I find myself waking up MANY times with sore back and neck, so I had to switch position to ease the soreness. And waking up AGAIN to the same problems. ZZZ. I was hoping for a good night sleep in the hotel. And the mountain up to our destination is SCARY. When we first stop, I was like "hallejuah!", thinking the nightmare ride was over, the tour guide said over the mic "Okay, so this is ALMOST halfway up the hill." FML. ): But one good thing, we're going down for the oh-so-famous.... -drum rolls- STRAWBERRIES! Yeah man. Be jealous alright. All are grown right there, in that place, and that means, it's fucken fresh, AND the reason why it's famous, apart from fresh, is SWEET. Yes yes, I know you're jealous. Basically every shop I see there, sells STRAWBERRIES related stuffs! Shirts, balloon, keychain, bag, fruit itself, you name it! WOAH.

Anyway, skip skip skip! We got our room, 6 of us share. There's a living room, 3 bedrooms. Awesome? Sound like it. But our hotel ain't 5 stars. THE STUPID BED HAS STAINS, AND I WONDER HOW THEY WASH THEIR STUPID SHEETS AND BLANKET AND PILLOW CASES D: Super sad to see it. And when you jump on the bed, you hear creaking. -.- Stupid TTM. The pillow, is super thin, and has a smell. Grr, another sleepless night... And! Out of 3 bathrooms, only 1 bathroom's heater is working! ): And yes, I found out in the hard way. I went into my aunt's bathroom, and checked the water. Once I'm in the shower, the heater miraculously spoiled at the exact moment I shampoo-ed me hair! GRRRRRR. FML. I had to stop myself from screaming out loud. Cameron Highland is really cold at night and in the morning alright?! ):

The pasar malam was way awesome! Cheap cheap! And though almost every same individual thing can be seen selling at every other different stall! But that's why you can compare! But I have to say, their food... is so enticing and yummilicious! I couldn't finish trying EVERYTHING, but whatever I've tried is way awesome. Steam corn and sweet potato! Local products of Cameron Highlands, SUPER SWEET. And no sugar added, all natural okay?! Yes, be jealous again. There's just so many to try, 1 night ISN'T ENOUGH! Recommend, go go go! But not mentioning names, DON'T STAY AT THE HOTEL NEAREST TO THE PASAR MALAM. Super crap :/

Everything's nice, and I had a awesome time for my first trip to Cameron Highland! You guys should go, and bring more empty luggage bags to stock up on corn and sweet potatoes! :D Strawberries not allowed to be brought back to sg, coz since they're fresh, they'll all probably nua on the way to hot singapore. Oh, no pics. Coz I'm too lazy to upload, and also, the pictures all in the camera, who's with my mum! :D

And I'll end the post with a phrase I'm so proud of.

I BOUGHT A SMALL CACTUS HOME.

(alright, maybe I'll post pictures of the cactus next time, when the flower blooms! :D)

2010-09-17T00:18:00.001-07:00

Change of skin! Yay!

I would have changed my link... But laziness just got into me. As they say, laziness killed the cat. Well, I've no cat. So I guess I need not worry. It took me hours, literally, changing a few skins before I'm really really satisfied with this one. Now I realized, wasting time is so easy, I think I have a natural talent in this aspect. HA!

I'm going to go bath, then go and buy a facial scrub. There's this new L'Oreal Paris Dermo-Expertise Perfect Clean product, and I think it's worth a try, because there is a revolutionary Scrublet, a soft cleansing tool which is said to have 500 flexible bristles. When it's flexible, I guess that it's not hard and pokes hard into our skin, so it must be pretty good! I can see myself never ever wanting to use my bare hands to wash my face anymore. \m/ Rock on, new technologies.

wtf man, am I advertising? .__. Oh well... I'm too bored. TATA!

2010-09-16T23:13:00.000-07:00

I've no idea what I feel like now.

And decided I just want to share some nice photos.

Old couples being so loving despite their age really makes me smile.

SOMETIMES.

2010-09-13T00:49:00.001-07:00

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVERRRRRRRRRRRRR!

Hip hip hooray! :D Before you kill your own brains by thinking of the fact that the exams process will start all over again, let us all jump in the air in joy, for the holidays are finally here! Let the party beginnnnnnnnn~!

Some of you may be feeling like... "WHUT, LIKE REAL?"

Anyway, it's the time to seriously forget all the miseries for even just a while. Let your hair loose, have some fun before the depression could kick in for real. Head down to the beach before the monsoon season hits. Enjoy the sun, enjoy catching up with friends you've not done so for the longest of time. This is the time, before school starts again for us all.

HAVE SOME FUN MAN!

2010-09-12T07:16:00.000-07:00

LAST DAY OF PAPER!

Oh yes, it's the last. Let's take a look at the wonderful process that exams has put us into.

1) You realize that the date drawing you and the exams are getting closer... and closer.

2) You decided, you seriously need to study. The alternative, is to don't give a fuck about it, party till your ass is sore, and then mug study at the last minute.

3) The exams are finally here, for a around 2 hours test, you prepare 2 months in advance, just to realize some of what you've studied, is not tested.

4) Finally, the exams are over. You can jump, go party, get your ass sore again, take a break. Or take a daring approach, protest.

5) Before you know it, the cycle starts all over again.

What a bitch!

2010-09-10T09:19:00.000-07:00

What is love, actually?

Love is just something that made your heart beat really fast. Now that's one hell of a guideline to follow. Basically, your heart beat really damn fast, when you're doing something wrong, or about to get caught too. Love is still affiliated with money, women, men, sex, music, and beer.

This will be the life question of the day... How do you know when it's love? I think I already know mine. "I can't put it in words" is part of the reason why I'm not sharing. "I-don't-know" is word to use, when it's affiliated with love. Just add in a little bit of slur for the effect ;)

I know you're reading this. ;)

2010-09-10T08:53:00.000-07:00

08092010

This is the date you and I both know.

My uncle got me the Singtel mobile broadband along with MioTV where I can finally use the Internet when I'm staying over. Super awesomeeeee! :P Wan sui! But bullshit, can't use MSN, say IP address got problem ): Sian diao. How ah?

Ma and Yong Ren had a point. No point trying to prove to him anything. I'm getting up way faster than I think I can. And friends, please don't tell me if I'm in the wrong. Seriously I don't care anymore. It's the past.

So I'm the cheery and happy me now. Life, here I come.

2010-09-06T20:50:00.001-07:00

Goodbye.

2010-09-06T01:36:00.000-07:00

FCUK

Have you ever tried muttering this word in the middle of a UT? I just did. I couldn't help it. It just escaped from my mouth, and I had no control over my mouth for a moment. What actually happened was I thought I was at the last of the section when I'm not.

I thought so, because the question requires us to choose one out of two questions, and normally, judging from normal practices from previous UTs, that usually marked the end of the UT. So I devoted more time to it, researching a lot on my 6P-s. Giving a detailed answer even for a 2 marks sub-question. Yes, I'm that awesome. But hell no. Once I had finished, I scrolled down, and found out, much to my horror, there's another question. MAJOR 10 MARKS QUESTIONS. This is the moment I muttered the word, and 3 other students looked up at me for a while. I was devastated to find only barely 15 mins to complete the last hiding question. I am sure my miserable answer couldn't score me a 3 marks. ):

I am so going to indulge myself into self-pity. I HATE YOU UT! AND YOU TOO, YEW TEE! ROAAAAAR.

2010-09-03T09:17:00.000-07:00

I'm hearing too much...

Sometimes I am just too easily affected for my own good. I'm just not feeling good. Leave me alone. I'll sort out my feelings, and then I'll be back as everybody's 开心果. Be as happy as I can. Even if it's not genuine. I'll be back.

Badly hurt.

2010-08-26T08:08:00.000-07:00

I'm seriously easily influenced.

Look under my "wishes" and look at the last few. HAHA :D No, don't buy those few for me. Tutoring was fun today! (: But the last bit had me laughing and questioning at my own incompetence in tutoring as my student somehow mildly threaten to use a dumbbell on my head. -.- Seriously? I could have lifted a heavier dumbbell than him and I'm nearer to the dumbbell. Oh no no. I'm not ready to lose my rice bowl. :P

And they say: "Patience is a virtue"

10 marks for you if you heard of the phrase and feels enlightened. 20 marks for you if the first thought that went through your mind when you saw this phrase again is "This is so over-used. -.-" 100 marks for you, if you are ready to throw something heavy and bulky at me for using an overly used phrase. This is called, the art of distraction. Moving on dudes.

Of course we all know patience is almost a must in EVERY SINGLE situation you face. And you know, or think, or heard, that it is somehow true? BUT WHY IS IT THAT NOBODY CAN EXERCISE IT?! And nope. Patience doesn't come with age. Talent, I call it. Genes? MAYBE. Okay, me, along with my committee were recently late for a meeting. 7 mins. EXACT. and the TRCC staff called and asked us to hurry. The same exact person, who was late for a meeting 1 hour, before coming out and telling us "MEETING CANCELLED". Oooh. Wonderful experience.

Tell me, how many times have you used "patience is a virtue" on a troubled friend, a friend trying to control his/her anger, and being retorted with "I KNOW. JUST THAT IT'S SO DIFFICULT" or something to say that patience is no longer a way out? Is it that hard? Hmmmm... This is when this picture below comes into play. Not many geniuses can do it. Try it. TONIGHT.

Let's come out with a simple calculation....

Patience = TIME x SERIOUSNESS OF SITUATION

TIME = MONEY

TIME SPENT WITH NO RESULT YIELD/UNCERTAINTY = WASTE OF TIME

PATIENCE = WASTE OF TIME?

Seriously? I don't know. What do you think?

2010-08-25T09:30:00.000-07:00

Phew! Long time no bloggie :D

Miss me? I know, yes right? :D HAHA! okaaaay! To share some phrases from Big Head Ian:

The problem with drunkards? "You can be drunk, but don't be a drunk asshole."

And! What the hell man, "You can determine how successful a man is by looking at the size of his obituaries. Lol." This is some pretty messed up shit to post as your status in FB? But the first thing that went through my mind is "I want my obituary to occupy one entire page." Heh, coz I'm selfish as shit. What to include? Hmmm, by being such a successful person? And how so? Hmmm... Spending your life doing so many things. But you end up with a barely 1/4 of a newspaper space to tell the world of your "success". Seriously, you can do better than that right? Well well well... This is some pretty messed up fact of life.

What is life really about? They say... Just have fun, do what you want. You answer to yourself at the end of the day... But... What about the consequences? Are we being irresponsible by really just doing what we want, and not caring for what others think? Personally, I think life is all about compromise, making as many ppl happy as possible. (: Life is so beautiful... AT TIMES. Not till then an ass comes by to make it hard. Oh, but I just learnt today with COMPROMISE, an ass can be pretty understanding at times. Weird. WTF am I talking about? Leave it. Explore Life, yourself. Instead of whining how suckish your life is, how about thinking about HOW LUCKY YOU ARE, to be here? Don't give me bullshit on how you wanna commit suicide, coz instead of feeling sorry, I feel sorry coz you're stupid.

Darling, I miss you like hell.

2010-08-12T22:20:00.000-07:00

Glitch in my mind

Idk if there is something wrong in my mind or what. I just can't seem to understand why certain ppl can behave in certain manner when I didn't even step on their toes. -.- Last day of school. I shall tahan. (:

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!

YESSSSSSSS! Finally. The long awaited 2 weeks of rest! WAIT. There's PP to be completed. There's UT3 studying to do. GRRRRR -.-

2010-08-12T06:54:00.000-07:00

Love is the only sane and satisfactory answer to the problem of human existence. ~Eric Fromm

I got a tutoring job! :D Loveeeeee Ai Ting (L) MUACKS :D

I shall update tml, as my laptop battery is running low and I'm lazy to walk 30cm to my bag to take my charger and charge it x) HA! Lazy me.

I miss my boyf! Hope he's well (:

2010-08-05T00:49:00.000-07:00

I'M JUST TIRED

I guess many people asked me this. When I'm seen sulking, and don't wish to share what's bothering me, or even I myself don't know what is bothering me, I'll just say I'm tired. How convenient. I guess I'm not the only one using this wonder "excuse" eh? :D

Today's lesson is boring. :/ I was sulking all the way. 'coz I was partly genuinely tired, and another part of me is just being bored. HA! :D

I hate mid-week blues. :3 Oh... 1 more day! Then it'll be the awesome weekends (Y)(L)(K)

(Maybe it's just the work)

Ouh! Let me cheer myself up with colours (: Colours never fails to cheer me up. That's weird I know. But... I've never said I'm normal? :X

(Let the colours do magic to your life)

I'm off to watching stupid videos and wasting my time instead of doing my RJ.

BUB-BYE~!

2010-08-02T21:25:00.000-07:00

Strangers stab you in the front
Friends stab you in the back
Boyfriends stab you in the heart
But best friends only poke each other with straws :)

I just find this cute :D Poking each other with straws. HEEE!

according to parents: we're too young for love, too old for "fun", too smart to play dumb and too immature for "grown up" conversations, no wonder teens are so rebellious. theres nothing else to do!

Just being random. Oh yeah :/ BYE! AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERALDINE CHENNNNNNNNN!

2010-08-02T18:55:00.000-07:00

My tagboard is like so dead :/

I have too many silent readers who don't wanna tag me. )': Blogging just got tiring.

No motivation to blogging = I'm going to end every post this short.

BYE.

2010-07-29T23:52:00.000-07:00

Carrying on from previous post.

It's a double needed smacking of my own forehead moment, as yesterday... I forgot there was lab. AGAIN. I'm wondering why the Guiness World Records ppl didn't come and award me for being the most stupidest and forgetful girl in RP. Or was there another one more ridiculous than me? Hmmm...

Was browsing through random photos, and realized I'm gonna need to change my password really soon.

(haha, pwned!)

Sports athlete vs Nerd:

(haha, pwned, again.)

Just feeling random, and sharing random pictures. I'm off, My ppt's up next.

2010-07-26T19:39:00.000-07:00

First thing that came into my mind when... ...

... ... When I stepped out of the lift and saw my class with lights off, is "FML. Lab day."

-.- No lab coat. Fabulous. Nadiah was sitting outside the class. We smile and each other, knowing what happened without asking. Pheh. The initial idea was to just stay in class and wait. Partial lo, what's the big deal? -.- And then... I checked the group, and found out I was in the same group as Nadiah. And a few other classmates whom normally don't go for classes, or late. Tsk... Then what's the point of staying, when nobody in our current team went for practical? Me and Nadiah made the life-changing decision. Left class.

Life-changing... much...

Stoning in library without much to do. Waiting for Bibi to come and save me from distress. hahahaha! boredom i meant. :3 I'm signing in and out of facebook to entertain myself. Why? I sign out, coz I'm bored. I sign back in, coz I'm still bored. Ha~

A bored me is also a highly imaginative and random me.

2010-07-22T22:57:00.000-07:00

Smile, because it's Friday (:

Just another random post.

2010-07-22T18:39:00.000-07:00

My boyf is gay ):

HAHA, kidding. x) It's finally FRIDAY!!!!! YES x) A 3-day weekend AWAITS MEEEEE (L) Woohoo :D I love weekends.

Yes weekends! :) A time for enjoying, catching up on my sleep. Time off for my erhu, boyf, and family.

And I've found a really cool picture on friendship! TAKE A LOOK :D As much as it is a lil disgusting to some, but it's still true. Very true.

Signing off!

2010-07-19T21:20:00.001-07:00

A day at the east.

Monday was my day off, and I woke up at 7.30am, much to the astonishment of my mother. Apparently I hold a very high place in her expectations, so much she didn't think I'll wake up this early on a non-school day. (Y) I wuv me mummy :D

I train-ed to Pasir Ris, gonna meet Bibi. The train trip wasn't entirely enjoyable. I couldn't find a seat where I can sit down and maybe catch a wink. Oh well. When I got a seat, I was already fully awake. Personally I find it amusing and fun to watch the peak rush in the morning. I don't like the evening rush for a reason, it's just different. It's fun to watch people getting up from their seats systematically at Raffles Place and moving out. People, referring to like more than half. Way more. Relief is getting a seat finally as ppl move out at Raffles. But glee, personally to myself, is getting a seat at Outram Park, and watch ppl move out systematically in an orderly way unlike the evening rush hour. I spend the rest of the train ride observing ppl silently, and gave up after a few mins, and move on to my favourite activity : daydreaming.

Finally, Pasir Ris. I snapped out of my dream land, and realized in the cabin, with a total of 8 doors, are left with 3 passengers including myself. Is it normal? I love morning rides to Pasir Ris, minus the painful moments trying to stay awake before Raffles Place. I met bibi, who was wearing white and blue, much to my amusement, matched White Sands exterior colour design :X Okay sorry for making fun of Bibi. We went for KFC breakfast, and I had to drink coffee ): BOO. I love breakfast with Bibi a lot :D Pictures in fb, see for yourself, coz I'm way lazy to upload here.

Some alibaba sweet moments passed, and we went to downtown! :D Wanted to K-box, but realized much to our pleasant surprise that Cathay is celebrating their 75th birthday and giving out free tickets instead of selling them, same as us celebrating our first official week being together. I love Cathay and more importantly, Bibi (L)(K) We watched Toy Story 3. I don't care if I'm a 18 year old teenager now, I love Toy Story still (: Classic love (Y) By the time the movie finished, my PMS kicked in, and I felt really really tired. I'm sorry Bibi ): You know I love you :) Oh ya, we took neo-prints! And the proud boyf couldn't stop praising on how good his hair looked in the neo-print, and as much as I hate to admit it, Bibi looked awesome :D But my hair's still longer. -flick hair proudly- heehee! Neo prints pic won't be uploaded. We walked around White Sands, ate a little before sadly parting at Pasir Ris :/ I managed to get a seat in the train, and luckily, didn't have to give up my seat. I managed to sleep a couple of stations, before the soothing music took me awake by surprise as it switched Adam Lambert's Fever. Oooh, not that I was ready to jump up for a dance sub-consciously. x) Just that it was loud as I blasted the music. Good thing I didn't oversleep and find myself back at Pasir Ris again. haha!

And I'm starting to miss you ald :/ I had total fun today, and there's a glow to me now (:

Not fair, my family is showing bias-ness now. See below for full convo details.

Me: -shows Dino neo prints-

Dino: Your eyeliner too thick.

Me: -mouths 'fuck you'-

Dino: (happily criticizing) Mum, see.

Mum: (looks at neo-print) When I'm young I'm also like this.

Me: -smack forehead-

Mum: (Shows dad in another room; came back to my room) Daddy say I look prettier than you when I'm young. (returns neo-print with a smirk)

Me: BIAS DAD.

-.- Cute mother and father indeed.

2010-07-18T00:05:00.000-07:00

I love Saturdays

Sushi making yesterday with Bibi. Was supposed to meet at my house 12pm or so, so I was super surprised to receive a call at like... 8.50am. Haha! Bibi too gan jiong x) Fetched Bibi from lakeside, go back home, cook a delicious brunch :D Yumms! Watch part of a movie, found out to be... not watchable. Hahaha! :X Made sushi. Super fun :D First roll was a epic failure, my first time ma. x) Ate it without cutting it. Second time was way better, then the third. Keep getting better. I'm a fast learner! -flicks hair proudly-

After everything, rushed to JP to meet Partner and her boyf for movie; Despicable me. But the time slot we wanted to watch was sold out, and they couldn't make it at later time... ): So in the end me and Bibi watched the 3D. While waiting went kopitiam and chill chill, ate some stuffs. Left partner and vimal, then off we go to movie. The seats were uncomfy ): The show is awesome! Funny and everything. But I rather watch non-3D, as the 3D effects weren't there ): Okay, there, but NOT obvious. There's nothing jumping out or what. :/ BOO.

Okay, tml going to pasir ris to meet Bibi. Like happy ah, finally I go meet you at Pasir ris x) Hehh!

Bibi, I can't wait for tomorrow!!! (L)

2010-07-15T18:39:00.000-07:00

I love being brave.

Except in front of my mother.

Finally mustered enough courage to tell my mother, and it was funny. x) Oh well. What's done is done. Bibi said he love me for being brave. hehhhh! So nice :D

It's fridayyyyyyyyy! Awesome! Tml watch movieeeeeee! (Y) Despicable me with Partner and Bibi. And have to make sushi in the morning for lunch. Wonder how long it'll take. Hmm, I'll give some for Partner to try :D Can't wait can't wait!

Bibi's coming down to RP later for lunch. Awesomeeee. ^^ I'm like a princess sioool. (L)

Putting all these aside, it's time to get back to the real world, Biochemistry on Friday.

2010-07-14T18:26:00.000-07:00

Yesterday once more.

So happy yesterday!

Okay, and sleepy and tired. ):

Yesterday at CO practice we played a couple of songs, super rushed. With special guests coming down, Ying Ying and Elston. Thanks for coming down (: Ying Ying was super pro uh, I like her love story. It's like... the first time I heard cello so loudly! x) With finally the help of a ZYS, I can feel our music more complete. :D Go Elston!

Bibi came to school pei me lunch, so touched (: Thanks for always coming down to pei me, even though I'm away to class, UT, etc. I really appreciate everything you did. Bibi bought us both a couple necklace. Hehh, I love it, a lot. I'll take the photo soon, along with Bibi's one, and upload. Forgot to take the photos yesterday. Hahaha! Oops, forgetful us :X Sorry Bibi I had a emo moment.. I'm not sure if you noticed, I was just thinking, plus I was tired. (:

Bibi

I don't care about your past, I only care about the present. And what's in our future, let it unfold. I love you (:

2010-07-11T00:48:00.001-07:00

Call me petty.

3 sms-es won't change much. And I'm still angry, as it wasn't just the first time you offended me just like that. I won't talk so much. Time will prove if you're really sorry and won't offend me in the same manner again. I'm no make up artist, I'm not some perfect professional erhu-ist. I make mistakes, and there's no need for you to harp on it each time you walk past me. When you do something right, nobody remembers. When you commit a mistake, nobody forgets. -.- (Y)

Should I or should I not? 2-3 years now... Why am I still afraid of stepping into another relationship? I do not deny I like him. He's not perfect, he's not drop-dead-gorgeous, he's not a model, he's not someone I know for long. But it just feels different. The way he cares for me, the way he promises me. I'm afraid. I was promised. Can it last?? It feels so. I don't wanna let you slip away. But I'm afraid... Will you stand by your promise? Promise never to let me go, promise me you'll tell me once you don't feel the same anymore, and I'll promise you I'll be your happy girl, I won't cry, I won't cheat on you, I won't let you go, I won't stop loving you, I promise, when you no longer love me the way I do, I'll leave.

Is this what they mean, love?

2010-07-06T23:19:00.001-07:00

ADAM LAMBERT

Although it's late... But, I just got the picture.

ADAM LAMBERT IS VOTED THE SEXIEST MALE ARTIST 2010. TOP 10, FIRST. TAKE THAT.

Gay = Hotter than straights. (Y)

-swoon; drools-

2010-07-06T18:33:00.000-07:00

ECLIPSE

I shouldn't have expected much from a 2 hour movie. I spent days reading the book, and should have expected the movie to be cut alot, with change of sequence and details. Books, the best place for your best wild imagination possible. (Y) Well, it's not entirely bad. It's wonderful for lazy people who just don't want to read the books, and think watching a movie is a better idea. For people who read the books before watching the movie, will never fail to find it disappointing, due to various reasons, lack of details, and all these is because, it never seems to be ENOUGH. why? Coz no pictures found can be close to our imagination. x) I sound like a kid. HAAAAA!

Practice was alright yesterday, played 2 new songs. Wang lee hom's 落叶归根, and the galloping comedians. I died alone in the huqin section as the only erhu, especially during Libertango. My worst fear currently, as my beats are just failing on me. ): Need time to really sit down and listen to the metronome and figure out the feeling of the song.

It's Anatomy now, and Chemistry UT2 later. Wish me luckkkkkk. Not a lot. Not loads. But TRUCKLOADS.

2010-07-05T20:26:00.000-07:00

ECLIPSE ECLIPSE ECLIPSE

Can't wait to watch the movie in 3 hours time!!!! With YY (L) Awesomeeeeee. Hope the show is not such a blooper. :/ Oh wait. It always is, compared to the book. But.... Why am i watching? TAYLOR LAUTNER (Y) Although I sound like a sicko... But.... HE'S GONNA BE HALF NAKED. AGAIN. Hot tanned skin and seducing eyes. OMGGGGGG.

Inside joke: I need popcorn with loads of seeds, to practice shooting at future inconsiderate noisy movie watchers, on innocent watchers for the time being. Confusing? Heh!

Went jogging yesterday once again. Partner couldn't join in, too late for her to do so, coz she was far :/ Next time ba! Friday? :D And I learnt the HARD WAY not to eat anything at all within 3 hours before jogging. Ouch, stomach. Ran one round instead of 2. Eliz had to stop too. Sorry :X Her friend carried on running another round, and didn't have to keep at slow pace for me. Heh, I know I run super slow lah x)

And I shall end this post, with a flattering, hot, and seductive picture of Taylor Lautner featured in New Moon!!

HAHA! I lied. x) I had every intentions to upload at least 5 pictures. Byeeeee!

2010-07-02T00:31:00.001-07:00

ECLIPSE IS OUT.

I wasn't really thinking much of it. Ya right. I was thinking of it the whole day. I was wanting to look at Jacob Black (Taylor Launter) so badly. Call me a pervert, but a half naked Jacob Black is way hot. He is hotter than Edward ANYWAY. Rmb? Hot vs cold. Hehhhh x) I am constantly reminded of Eclipse. Adding on to the way hot posters posted like almost everywhere, I have the twilight saga books at home staring at me every single day, and having a sms from my dear Partner saying she just finished watching it (mad envy!), and reading Life! having Eclipse on the front page. Awesome. Like I need that many reminders. x) Haha! (Y) And I don't understand why some ppl find Twilight saga gay. Just coz they are "vegetarians"? Well... Don't let me catch you saying human vegetarians are gay too.

Anyway, I'm seriously still finding a Eclipse buddy to watch with me :/ -Alert-

Jogging today with Eliz and her friend, Pin Wei. If I didn't spell that wrong. Jog jog jog! ^^ And today's problem statement is on fats. My heart went (U). Nvm, I shall achieve my goal!

Damn irritated with a someone, my ex-friend. EX! really irritating asshole. Despite all the quarrels, he always made it my fault and say "nvm, I'll forgive you." WTF. -.- And now I KNOW KNOW KNOW he just used another person's fb to try "make friends" with me. So gonna delete. MUST delete. Grrr. Stalker (N) TURN OFF!

2010-07-01T01:07:00.000-07:00

WASTED.

I feel wasted. Stomach is feeling upset. -rubs- ): Don't feel like updating much. No mood. Kept pondering over loads of stuffs. Friends.... hmmm... Anyway, found a really old photo, think it's taken somewhere in 2006-2007. Around there. Since I still have my red highlights at that point of time. Taken with my FAMILY (:

2010-06-29T00:20:00.000-07:00

I'm alright.

I'm sorry I was giving my massive attitude, be it in class, or at RPCO chat. I'm sorry. I wasn't in my comfort zone. Well, I guess, it proves that I'm an animal, letting my natural instincts take over. Sorry for that :/ I will control it. And my natural instincts is not break down and cry and have attitude. Natural animal instincts, I was referring to the instinct to be on guard. Therefore misinterpreting what everybody said. I am selfish. I'm sorry, once again.

I think this art is fabulous (: It's done by an artist Jennifer Reeds, who drew this series of arts, and mainly revolves around women. I think it's awesome, and all the paintings speaks to me, and I am able to relate to the spirit of women.

URL: http://www.janushead.org/9-1/Reed.html

I'm alright, it only hurts when I breathe ~ Jennifer Reeds.

2010-06-24T23:18:00.000-07:00

HELLO WORLD

Heavy rain this morning! Really felt like I don't wanna come to school :/ Well, dragged my butt off the bed, got ready. Got a lift from Dad to Lakeside, awesome ;D Almost everybody late. RX didn't even come school luh. TSK. Waited for Ruby, decided to go for breakfast instead, since by the time we rush to school also late. Went to Mac, eat and talk, eat and talk. Ai ting joined us, and we talked really quite a lot. Plans and etc. Dramas happened, and it's not your fault, don't worry. You did a great job (:

Today gonna meet Elizabeth Ding Ding!! :DD Jogging. YES YES YES, JOGGING. Don't act like a shock. TSK. Catching up time too :P

I shall end the post with a picture.

Oh not to forget! My dear cute classmate said "orgasms" instead of "organisms" in biochemistry class during her presentation, and yupp, everybody saw it. x) Cute lah :D

(don't bother too much with minor details!)

2010-06-23T20:39:00.000-07:00

CASE. CLOSED.

Thank you Genevieve, you helped me big time ^^

So my reason for emo-ness is like case closed now. Well... Not all, but almost. Take the step out, and you'll feel the world has changed. (: Go! Go! GO! ^^ Take the courage and admit all your mistakes, don't be shy to loudly appreciate all those around you. Since I'm feeling better, it's Brad's turn to be troubled over similar stuffs. :/

(cute, this has got to be Joel O.'s favourite :D)

(I find this SUPER DUPER CUTE ^^)

Something random to share: I LOVE MOTIVATIONAL POSTERS (:

Realizing, from my unknowingly preferences for motivational posters for photos to upload in my blog posts. I think they're CUTENESS TTM. x) TTM, get it? Grah, nvm. :P

Having a meeting after school :/ After that, I'm still not sure if I'll be going to PCO. Really tempting, considering I wasn't able to go for practices this week. Or any orchestra this week so far. Hmm. I'll come to a decision after school. No rush now yet. :P Okay, end of blog post.

THE E.N.D.

THE ENERGY NEVER DIES.

wth, random ending. But still (L)

2010-06-22T20:39:00.000-07:00

LAZY BUG

Having the cramps, affected by the lazy bug, staring at a faci I don't really take a fancy to, all this is like temptations to leave class. :/ Stop Shuzhen stop. Imagine what I can do when I leave earlier :/ Well... I guess I can go home and laze around for my stomach to feel better. It's hurting me, and making me feel really uncomfy. Well... When my stomach's better I could play my erhu, or visit my grandmother. Hmmm...

Yesterday was bugged with the stomach cramps too, and need to rush home too.. On the way Ruby taught us all something new. "Heng gao lao sai" and "chio gao gek sai". It's dialect, and basically it meant "lucky until you have watery bowels" and "laugh until you constipate". It's really random, but I don't understand why it's nice to use. It's just like knowing I'm not allowed to say "SHIOK AH! SHUANG MA!? SONG BO?!" at home in front of my mother, but you know... Slip of the tongue.

I feel that my post is getting more and more boring. So I shall distract you guys with pictures.

(Just a interesting picture I stumble upon)

(I'm feeling like one of them. Lazy to move)

2010-06-21T18:28:00.000-07:00

It's time to face the world.

Be strong. I do not want to come up with a diary titled after "the diary of the wimpy teen" or something. Well... I'm gonna force myself to be someone I thought I can't be. I have to start telling myself "I love you". They say if I don't love myself, nobody will love me. (:

Hello, world. Here I come.

2010-06-21T03:48:00.000-07:00

I thought we all had fun.

I'm feeling pissed over so many things. I tried to discuss, and nobody listened to me. Then what's the point? Forget it. I was just trying my best. Bonding? I'm tired of it. I guess I wasn't really trying. I'm afraid of rejection. There's no more of me to give out. I'm not going to approach anymore.

I had a talk with Adiyanah. I wasn't actually THAT THAT close with her, but I just enjoy being with her, as she is friendly, in her own special way, and I feel so comforted when she tells me that she likes being with me, and made my bad traits seem like a good trait, and whoever hates it is missing it. She always encourages me, and never fails to make me feel better after a talk. Thanks so much (: You're a great friend! I'm so glad I know you :P

To you, I'm just a somebody you know? I thought wrongly. I appeared for the wrong reasons. Just a nobody to everybody. Nah, it's okay. It's my fault. I don't know how to behave myself.

Words have no power to stir our feelings. It's the person who said it who had the power. The words from your mouth is extra hurting.

2010-06-16T23:18:00.000-07:00

SIAN.

Feeling so so so sian. Sleepy, everything. :/ Okay, not really sleepy, but... Just feel kinda "idontwanttodoanything". Sit here and rot. x) Good idea.

Lunch with kaki-s as per usual today, they're the best (: It's like impossible to be emo around them. (Y)

Gonna go PCO after school with usuals! :D Can't wait. something interesting to look forward to. Actually supposed to meet Crystal and Wan Ting to watch movie in school, but I bailed out, couldn't find the Sky of Love, as JW undergoing renovation soon, and all the DVDs and CDs were packed ald. My god ma will slaughter me if i open the box that look like it will burst open without my doing so. Hmm :/

Okay at the end of this post, I'm starting to feel sleepy ald. -.-

2010-06-15T00:50:00.001-07:00

TGIM defines knowing that you start school on tuesday. [ohyeah]

FML defines knowing there's a A&P UT on tuesday that you've not studied for. [ohno]

Hahaha! Love that phrase. After being brain fried for 1 whole day, A&P UT will start in 37 mins and 26 seconds. Hmm. Awesome man. With the help of 6Ps, I hope time shall freeze and let me do some somersaults around freezing ppl just like what I've seen in impossible kung fu movies. The key word is, IMPOSSIBLE. Done. Case close. I shall update again ^^

2010-06-13T08:33:00.000-07:00

HELLO!

Wow, I had a nap today, woke up at 7+. There goes my sleep tonight (: But was too tired, slept early this morning, 4+, woke up at 8.30am. Needed sleep badly! Naps are so primary school for me xD I rmb only having naps during primary school, after school. HA, those days (: Okay! Back to updates! Went to TGCC yesterday with randal and yizhan as per normal (: went to this place before to have lunch, AND IT WAS SO PLAIN AWESOME! next week again pretty pwease (:

This morning went blcc. Conductor didn't come, and we didn't know. Oh well.. Nancy said it's okay. So the hu-qins practiced the whole morning :P Love it. Chang mei practiced 洪湖 with me, and I died a little. Needs more practice, since it's A major, and I'm not familiar with it that much yet :P someday, I will. ^^ 加油！Gambate!

Yi zhan is sick! Take care my dear abang (: AS IF YOU'LL SEE IT! I can literally say you're a pig, and you won't know xD But I shan't, coz I'm nice. -cute angelic innocent face-

oh, lemme end with... TGIM! Why? Coz I HAVE NO SCHOOL ON MONDAYS! -yay-

Yeah, be jealous alright.

2010-06-12T10:06:00.000-07:00

I hate moments when I wanted to say something, but forget the next moment.

Yupp. I had loads of stuffs to talk about in blog. But once I open the page, my mind went blank. I hate moments like these :/

Shall upload some random pictures then :D

(No matter how this seem like bullshit to you now, have some faith in it.)

(It may not be that easy, but how about leaving all your worries down for a while?)

(Kaki-s: yunying, me and ruixin! (L) They're the best :D)

(PCO! :D Conductor-niang, shan shan, randal, ziquan, yongxiang, me and yikhung!)

(Brad loves making funny faces!)

(last of all, NINJA NIPPLES, feat. my cute dino brother :D

The pictures more or less either explains where I've been these few days and not updated, or my feelings (:

2010-06-09T01:49:00.000-07:00

FEELING BETTER (:

Went to school at noon today, met rui xin for lunch at Reel Room. SO. NOT. WORTH. IT. -.- Disappointment. We spam-ed on Parmesan cheese, and it taste slightly better. It's chicken salsa.. But we had to dig for chicken. HAH! After lunch felt that it's too early to leave, went and play a round of pool. We should do this more often, I like playing with you sia, I nvr lose so pathetically at least xD We spent a long time trying to shoot just 1 ball into any holes. In the end, we spent half an hour trying to finish a game. He won ): Shoot. The table next to us also got same number of ppl playing as us, but they start later, but they finish their 2nd game, as we finish our first. WTH. Left aftermath :P

Then I went around campus like a ghost after buying my Starbust, and rui xin went home. Print some stuffs, practice erhu for a little while in storeroom. Then went to artsbite for tea and saw gene. HEH, been here ever since! Shall stop here, need to go to practice erhu soon. Tata!

Partner, cheer up kay! (L) Communication ^^ (Y)

THANKS RUI XIN FOR THOSE OWLCITY ALBUMSSSSSS!

(another blog feat. you leh, you should have a blog post saying I'm awesome. like, ctrl A, ctrl C, ctrl V x 100)

2010-06-08T08:38:00.000-07:00

Sorry.

Sorry guys, my attitude sucks today. I'm just being insensitive, and childish. Mini emotions roller coaster. I need to self-reflect on my attitude. :/ Rain rain go away.

Cheer up, after the rain, will be the rainbow. The rain is ending soon... Really soon...

Tomorrow will be a better day, and I will try to be nicer to ppl (:

2010-06-07T09:51:00.000-07:00

I know my life isn't the worst, and there's ppl having things way worse than me... But... I feel that I'm undergoing a emotions roller coaster now.

I know grey isn't a color, but a shade... But nevertheless, I love how colors just describe my feelings, perfectly.

More than words. (L)

I don't need to be stunning, but I wish to be prettier.

I don't need to be skins and bones, but I wish to be a little slimmer.

I don't need to be amazing, but I wish to be remembered by you forever.

I don't need to be with you, but I wish to be looked at, a second time.

2010-06-07T07:00:00.000-07:00

Oh I'm sorry... Do you even care?

TSK. Feeling emo and negative again.

DO I EVEN MAKE A DIFFERENCE IN ANYWHERE I GO?!

2010-06-06T11:02:00.000-07:00

RUIXIN IS AWESOME!

HAA, promise to send me all of adam young's songs when school re-open. He was like loading me with loads of info. Like side projects and stuffs. I'm like WOAAAAH. I went wth is that at first. Haha, ruixin laoshi eh. xD

As promised, acknowledgements for ruixin! :D

web-cam with brad now. AWESOME. I have a 20cm inch penis, and he's pms-ing coz he has a vagina. HAHAHA! Brad's waaaay awesome.

2010-06-05T08:23:00.000-07:00

I lost like mad.

NAH! For dino's birthday, he got drunk right after the cake cutting xD Some birthday rules made up by his friends. And then I sticked around with sophia jie and her cousin. Played black jack with dino's friends. And my, can they gamble. And my, can they win. -_- like one of dino's friend said "你玩10场喝9次" Translation: You play 10 games drink 9 times. Coz you see... They didn't play with money, but liquor. OMG. Got super high that night. And true enough. I just need to play less than 15 games, and realize I cmi-ing. 15 games, up the room I go. SHIT. Next time I shall exercise self-control. Got Jie in trouble ): Enough of this.

Today met amanda for lunch. Then head to my home before leaving for JE to meet someone. And seriously, thank you, YIZHAN, for pei-ing me (: I felt safer! xD "more than couples" indeed. :3 you know i know.

Smiling randomly on the bus by remembering the look of your's when you blush and bite your lips. If only... (L)

2010-06-02T22:57:00.001-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DINOSAUR.

It's my 2nd bro's 21st birthday. Heading to his chalet a little later, waiting for my dear little partner to get ready. Haa! Steal half of my chicken wing some more. TSK. At her house, tried to help her research. But got so hard I gave up for a while and went to check FB and blog. Haha! In the end she asked her other team mates to do it. Woohoo :D

Now I seriously wonder what to get for my dear brother... Hmmm. SURPRISE. NUM? :D

School holidays now. But I'm going to school at least twice a week. AT LEAST. TSK. And holidays only for 2 weeks. Breathe a little of freedom, and back to school. HMPF. RP S@CKS MAN. 1 more UT to go.

TOODLES. Partner is screaming.

2010-05-26T23:31:00.001-07:00

A GAZILLION _|_ TO YOU!

When you thought you 'won' me, and I throw you off your own grounds, you get speechless, and that's prolly why the blog is private now, and I'm not invited. SHIT YOU. Concern, pheh. Sooooo much for your fucking lies, that family is more important. You're going down.

GRRR.

2010-05-26T20:50:00.000-07:00

3 hours of sleep

Is a call for 3 cups of strong coffee. Or, I thought, 1 can of red bull. But, after 1 can of red bull, I still feel sleepy. Maybe coz I left it too long and it was diluted with the ice. Shit. Lasted only like a few minutes. Guess 3 hours is the extreme. Isn't it a lucky thing I can't go home straight after class to sleep? Haha, sarcasm. But at least it's the last day of school before 2 weeks of holidays. :D

Yeah, only 2 weeks. Now shut up and stop showing off.

Today's problem is about diet pills, and pancreatic lipase(nice way of saying "fats"), how nice. (:

I shall stay in class and sleep a little.

2010-05-25T23:51:00.000-07:00

HOLIDAYS.

1 more day, and holidays! :D Can't wait. I'm already in the holiday mood. Bring it on man! ;D Chilled with YY and Ai Ting at reel room, before moving to a random table around campus. Heh (: I'm bored. 1 more day!

The holidays means something else to me too... Meeting you. I know what you want. But do you know what I want?

2010-05-25T19:16:00.000-07:00

Pissed!!!

I SAW A FUCKING BITCH ON THE TRAIN, AND TO MAKE THINGS WORSE, I SAW THE BITCH AGAIN ON THE BUS BITCH-ING AWAY AT US. to the bitch he's bitching to, "YOU'RE A BITCH TOO."

Okay, no more further dirtying my blog. Grrr. So currently at reel room with YY. "Eh, no class meh?" you may ask. I'll reply "NOOOO! DON'T HAVE." in a very defensive tone. Yes, that's the way it is.

Have our breakfast, bitch-gossip, hmmm, what not. Any readers out there? Tag once you read this. Keep my tagboard alive. Give me a reason not to remove it. (:

2010-05-24T23:56:00.000-07:00

The reason why I love reading books... Is because of reality.

-shuztheawesome.

2010-05-24T18:49:00.000-07:00

BIMBOTIC BEHAVIOR.

I so totally reminds myself of a typical bimbo. I actually forgot there's lab today. -.- Didn't bring my lab coat. Same thing for last week's absence. The previous week? Don't talk about it. -stabs my own heart- Lucky next week no more lab. If not I believe this bimbo will forget the lab coat again.

Anyway! Eclipse, twilight saga, is due this year, june! Can't wait. Not that I like the movie, but I love the story, and I want to imagine it better with pictures. Anywayyyy, Jacob is f* awesomely sexy. Say whatever you want. I prefer him over the Edward guy. Bella is dumb. xD I'm not targeting at the actual actor or actresses. Anyway, here's a fan-made poster (not by me.. Found on Google). Seriously finds it hard to find the official poster. Is it just me? -_-

Is it true life to some people, will never be beautiful? I don't understand why, and I'll never understand unless I be them for a day.

*EDIT*

I think I found the official poster!

*EDIT AGAIN*(sheesh)

Found another poster, that I think is nicer coz more ppl is in it :D

And no, I'm not insane over the movie I'm insane over the STORY.

2010-05-23T20:23:00.001-07:00

HALLEJUAH

New erhu! ACHIEVED! I love papi and mummeh (L) It's awesomeeeeee. Gotten a black bow. Totally cute, can?!

Today's chemistry is killing me. Period. I CAN'T UNDERSTAND 50% of what's going on. Still, way better than last week :D And I love the UT answers. Lost not more than 8 marks I presume. B B B B B -cross fingers- Trying to understand... Still.

It's weird. You came back, I don't know if it's lies you're saying, or what.

2010-05-19T22:40:00.000-07:00

I have nothing to say to you, and I shall use a photo to describe part of what I'm thinking about.

Except, I want to add a:

_|_

Oh ya,

I saw a fuck fool this morning sitting there chillin in MRT. I literally went swearing and cursing. FUCK YEAH BITCH.

I saw the same fuck fool this afternoon standing there waiting at SFC. I literally went swearing and cursing (again). FUCK YEAH BITCH (again).

(: Do not hide behind your laptop and swear okay? Just say it out front. Bitch. Typical, bitchy witch.

2010-05-18T20:19:00.001-07:00

BREAKFAST.

Woke up at 7.45 this morning, and gave up hope. No use rushing, sure late for school :/ Superb broke this week. This is a call for.... A VISIT TO JURONG WEST. xD I feel so cheat. :3 Nyahaha, desperate only.

Gonna meet Ken for studying at JE again! Need to study for Microbiology, try to finish my PP final report. I find the need to take a day off, as I need time to catch up for 2 lessons worth of Microbiology in which I didn't go.

It can't be healthy liking someone. Irregular heartbeats. I must be dying.

2010-05-17T22:29:00.000-07:00

Chemistry UT1

Is today. I am so not anticipating it. I woke up to a really splitting headache this morning, and decide I don't want to go school. I'll bet my next allowance that my mother thinks I'm trying to cook up a excuse to not go school. Anyway, I woke up at around 11+am, bath, get ready, wake my brother up. As much as I was unconscious, I rmb hearing my brother say that he can drive me to school. So yeap. He drove me to school, and I was able to eat raisins and rest on the car. Thank you bro! (: Finished printing the scores. Hopefully I didn't miss out anything.

After school, will have UT, after UT, need to rush straight to dialogue session at TRCC. I'll be late for sure, as my UT starts 4.30, ends 45 mins later, but the session starts at 5pm. -.- Unless the test is so easy I can smoke my way through so easily, I'll not be late. Or......... the test will be so difficult that I'll give up trying and leave earlier.

I'm so nervous ): I'm gonna give up trying to tell him anything, for now. Part-time boyf will settle things for me aye? (: So I guess, the nervous feeling should leave. But... right now, my heart is still pumping at a irregular pace... Like what Randal say, just say, who cares if the outcome is undesirable. It beats foolishly being foolishly in love without knowing if my feelings are returned. I know both are not wrong... But being the scared me, I want to make sure things are really alright. The past made me this way. Now I'm doubting every single things, and I hate it.

2010-05-17T09:22:00.000-07:00

Deeper, and deeper.

Went to JE library to find Ken just now. After some demoralizing, mainly revolving around him saying/insisting I'm a bimbo, double-confirming my suspicions. Shit. After a while, I realize I can't access Leo. Wth? Can't do RJ -.- Gave up studying. Went to bugis instead, pei him get some LED lights for his project. In around 3 more hours, think he'll be up to finish his project? I'll be up whole night trying to finish all the admin stuffs.

Here I am, determined to be awake till tml. Here I am, thinking of things I shouldn't be. I'm such a bitch -.-

Enough is enough. I know that somebody dislikes me. But as much as you dislike me, I dislike you too, basically for your actions and attitude. I can't stand it, as much as you being unable to stand me being biased. Well, you're right. After getting a few stuffs settled, making sure I did my job, finished them, I'll find a way to "shirk responsibility" and not be in the committee, at all. I just want to be a member. Done. It isn't fair people look at me as if I didn't do anything. So this is the last time.

2010-05-16T20:56:00.000-07:00

Is it real?

Anyway, I woke up really happy today! :D Dark sky gave me fake illusions that I was early, and I kept dragging. Until I was done, I check the time, and damn. No difference from normal days, except I'm like... 1 minute earlier at the bus stop, therefore I did not miss the first bus. Haha! Mustn't dilly dally tml, wake up earlier :D

Going to JE library with Ken to study for tml's UT, chemistry. I'm having Chemistry today, and I'm happily dying. Can't seem to have long focus span, and keep getting distracted :/ This sucks.

I thought you liked me, but all you've been talking about, is almost always your ex. You seem like you're still attached with her, when you bother so much with her. Oh well... :/ I shall be happy and enjoy the moment before everything else. I hope you can prove me wrong on past experience. From here, "I like you" can lead to "I'm sick of you" or "I love you"

I should get back to paying attention. Toodles readers.

2010-05-14T09:46:00.000-07:00

Smart little me.

I act more and more like some bimbo now. T_T First that incident, image gone. Can't say. Way way way way way too embarrassing. And then just a while ago I actually asked shyukur for his blog address in msn, when the link is right there, in his nick. -smack own forehead- SMART ME.

Just back from meeting ken anyways. Sorry to qiqi and xuan can't meet ya guys :/ Travelled from woodlands to JE, went IMM. Wow, I ate mac for dinner despite my hate for it. But IMM ate the ice cream was awesome. I love ice cream :D

Anyway, today I went back to school in the near evening, around 5pm to watch this gospel choir by a group of reowned african americans. I have to say, I didn't regret, and it was THAT awesome. Their dynamics, everything. Their voices. And they encore twice. OMG -.- They're awesome, involving us, getting us to stand up for almost all their songs to clap and MOVE. And that was the reason why ken have to wait 1 hour+ for me at the woodlands MRT. PAISEH LAAAH ): Stop making me guilty kay? :D

Finally, a long post after a few short posts.

2010-05-12T23:27:00.000-07:00

REDBULL

I want to post on what Redbull did to me yesterday, but decided I'm too lazy. Today, I feel that everything is going so slow. And then tml, I'll feel like dying going to school on my off day. Fabulous.

I think my PMS is coming. COZ I'M GETTING PESSIMIST. PMS= ProbleMatic Situations.

Tada, bye.

2010-05-11T00:26:00.001-07:00

Study study study.

Failed kinda pathetically, coz I HAVE TO CONSTANTLY SEE AN OVERSEA NUMBER ON MY PHONE.

Shit.

2010-05-09T23:58:00.000-07:00

Bored. Sleepy.

Chemistry is putting me to a test. Now I'm bored, and sleepy. I'm thinking of printing pictures of my eyes, cut them out and fit them into my specs. Ha! Just so I can sleep and stay 'awake'. I was that bored, i went to play a mini prank on kaki-s. Only ruixin replied. So he's the only suc... i mean person who fall for the trick. :X No offence rui xin! -innocent puppy eyes and face-

Good luck stephy! Jia you! :D To happiness, 万岁！^^

I'm back to trying to stay awake then. FB is really boring. But when I signed out, I'll find everything else boring, and sign back on. -.-

2010-05-07T09:35:00.000-07:00

some funny stuffs that made up my day! :D

An elephant asked a camel "why do you have 2 boobs on your back?" The camel replied: "Thats a pretty dumb question coming from someone with a dick on his face"

"It takes 7 secondsfor food to pass from mouth to stomach. A human hair can hold 3kg. Thelength of a penis is three times the length of the thumb. The femur is as hard as concrete. A woman's heart beats faster then a man's. Women blink twice as much as men. We use 300 muscles just to keep our balance when we stand. T...he woman has read this entire text. The man isstill looking at his thumb." :)

A fat lady asked her bf what she looked like. d boy replied, "u look lyk a god". d fat lady smiled, giggled and blushed then asked "aphrodite? venus? who?".. d boy looked deeply in her eyes, touched her belly and said "BUDDHA".

How can you tell when a lawyer is lying? His lips are moving.

Sam: Would you punish me for some thing i didn't do? Teacher: no, of course not. Sam: good, because i didn't do my homework.

A female officer arrests a drunk. She warns him, 'You have the right to remain silent. Anything you say can and will be held against you.' The drunk replies, 'Boobs!' ^_^

My wife and I are watching Who Wants To Be A Millionaire while we were in bed. I turned to her and said, Do you want to fool around ?' 'No,' she answered. I then said, 'Is that your final answer?' She didn't even look at me this time, simply saying 'Yes.' So I said, ' 'Then I'd like to phone a friend.

Chemistry Teacher: ‘‘Can you give me the formula for water?’’ - Student: ‘‘H-I-J-K-L-M-N-O-.’’ - Chemistry Teacher: ‘‘Where did you get an idea like that?’’ - Student: ‘‘You told us the other day it was H to O.’’

Q: How do you amuse a blonde for hours?A: Write 'Please turn over' on both sides of a piece of paper

In the bar there was a magic mirror that would suck you in if you told a lie. A brunette went in and said "I think.. I'm the most beatiful girl in the world" and the mirror sucked her in. The next day, a redhead went in and said "I think.. I'm the smartest girl in the world" and the mirror sucked her in. The next day ablonde went in and said "I think.." and the mirror sucked her in.

Lawyer: "What was the first thing your husband said to you when he woke that morning?" Witness: "He said, 'Where am I, Cathy?'" Lawyer: "And why did that upset you?" Witness: "My name is Susan."

A blondewalks into the library. She walks up to the counter, SLAMS a book downand screams at the librarian, – “This is the WORST book I’ve everread!” “It has NO plot and far too many characters!” The librarianlooks up and calmly remarks – “So, you’re the one who took our phonebook…”

"Honey," said this husband to his wife, "I invited a friend home for supper." "What? Are you crazy? The house is a mess, I didn't go shopping, all the dishes are dirty, and I don't feel like cooking a fancy meal!" "I know all that." "Then, why did you invite a friend for supper?" "Because the poor guy is thinking aboutgetting married."

->> My wife was hinting about what she wanted for our upcoming anniversary. She said,'I want something shiny that goes from 0 to 200 in about 3 seconds.' I bought her a scale. <<-

Doctor: " It’s bad news, you have cancer and Alzheimer’s." -Patient: "Oh well, it could be worse – at least I don’t have cancer."

TEACHER: Why are you late?WEBSTER: Because of the sign.TEACHER: What sign?WEBSTER: The one that says, "School Ahead, Go Slow."

Little John asked a long-distance telephone operator, "Could you tell me the time difference between Singapore and New York?" Operator replied, "Just a minute." Little John said, "Thank you." And he put down the phone.

I was telling my father about my new girlfriend the other day;So i said, "Since I met her I can't eat, drink, or sleep." -"Why's that?" he asked. "Because," i said, "I'm broke."

3 Chinese friends, Bu, Cu and Fu went to America. They decided to americanize their names. Bu became Buck, Cu became Chuck and Fu went back to China.

a new teacher introduces himself to his class:' Good morning, my name is Long.' -little Johnny replies:'doesnt matter , we've got time.'

A burglar is stealing from a house when he hears a voice saying St. Peter is watching you so he clicks off his light and hides for a sec then clicks it back on and resumes robbing. all of a sudden the same voice say's the same thing a gain, this time he looks around and spots a talking parrot..He asks are you St. Peter, no i'm moses, what dipshit named a bird moses, the same dipshit that named a rotweiler St. Peter

A police officer stops a blonde for speeding and asks her very nicely if he could see her license. She replied in a huff, "I wish you guys could get your act together. Just yesterday you take away my license and then today you expect me to show it to you

2010-05-07T08:15:00.000-07:00

I'm freaking bored.

Nothing to do. FB-ing here and there. No movies to watch. ):

Oh well.

So excited for tml! Not because of meeting. But I'll get to experience shopping alone in JP! Okay. This is sarcasm. But the real deal is, shopping for erhu at eason in the evening!!!!!! WOOOHOOO! SO FREAKING HAPPY xD

Done. Haha! Abrupt ending, I know.

2010-05-06T23:36:00.000-07:00

I'm so freaking pissed... With myself.

I can't seem to get anything straight. So much for showing who's boss. Come on, does my head have a sign that says "climb up here and shit" ? F* that. I'm putting up a sign at my mouth. "Climb up there, even for 1 step, and you're getting it from me". Yes, I'm evil. Suck on that. Since whatever I do, there's bound to be fucking objections from upper, seniors, committee, juniors. I'll do what I think is right. If you think I'm not doing a good job, get ppl to demote me. If not, oh well. If you think I'm slacking and throwing everything to others, think again. You don't know what I did behind the scenes. I'll not rant anymore, to you. The picture show what I think I am. The only thing is, I'm not at the highest. But I'm still an asshole.

Thanks partner, you listened to all my rantings, and I know that you weren't that free to do so, but you actually sat there in front of your desktop and listen to me type away with all the vulgarities in between. You actually listened and showed me the way. I seriously love you so so so much (: NAH! partner, if you're reading this, this is a sweet post dedicated to you. Plus loads of sugar lumps (L)

2010-05-02T23:54:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA JIE! :D

Okay, belated. xD Went to her house on saturday got a bbq gathering! WAS AWESOME! Cousins fetch me from my house in the early afternoon, and we went for some last minute shopping. Journey through the west! Haha! Went to her house and help preparing. Then went to the room and entertain the little rasc... I mean nephew. :D Had a fun night! Blow the cake, entertain the kids, stayed over. The next day, woke up to a extremely sinful brunch! Seafood, with cheese cheese, and loads of mozzarella cheese! By the time I finished I feel so sick and bloated, that same night I couldn't eat my dinner, and shun at the idea of cheese! Urgh. Haha! Cousin Fabian promised to bring me back to sushi teh, and we shan't eat too much that day! :D Thanks! Had a hel'va time!

Today is Chemistry lab, and we made ice cream! Now making, waiting for the milk to solidify a little. Think we can try making ice cream at home! I'm definitely going to try it at home! After I get zip lock bags. If it's alright I can make for the Wong family! My family probably don't trust me enough. Oh well! Shan't bother if they don't want to try! Bleahsss! Maybe if i got the zip-lock bag at home, I'll make a little? :D

Brad really made me very happy! ^^ I like you more than a friend, and lesser than a lover! :D

I had an alright day!!! :D

RPCO arts platter

2010-04-27T19:01:00.000-07:00

Hello People!

Here to blog about tomorrow!!!! Republic Polytechnic Chinese Orchestra Arts Platter Performance!!!

We're playing an interesting repertoire of Traditional Chinese Music, and Trendy Pop Music!!!

Songs like Jasmine Flower, Dance of Ta Ta Er, Love Story (Taylor Swift), 4 hands [四手联弹] from Jay Chou's Secret!

Interesting isn't it? If you're looking for some entertainment for 29th April, 6-7pm, YOU GOT IT! and...... -drums roll- IT'S ALL FREEEEEEEEEEEE~! No tickets needed to be reserved too! How better can it get? :D Please, if you're interested, drop me a tag, facebook post, sms, call, anything! Below are the details! Hoping to see you guys to enjoy this splendid evening with me!

Place: Republic Polytechnic TRCC, level 2 studio. (Woodlands Ave 9)

Time: 6pm - 7pm

Contact: ME or any of my members!

See you there! :D

2010-04-26T02:29:00.000-07:00

Deleted this front part.

Coz it was a draft, and was way over, would really be random to post about it. Anyway!!!!

Here I am to blog about my RPCO crazy ppl!

Randal- Best buddy to pour out my weals and woes to! :D Bestie!

Cassandra- Random girl who give me hugs randomly and making me smile!

Joel- Insane man with an obnoxious laugh, complete with a kind and understanding heart.

Wen Shan- Home buddy! Always give me much useful and appreciated advice! Old ginger is the best (Y)

Nana- The best banana I'll ever know. Very much like 1 person I know, making ppl laugh by her supposedly innocent actions.

Meiling- Best person to click to! We got the same sense of humour! TIANG GONGGGG!!

YikHung- Doing weird things to make me feel so overwhelmed that Idk whether to laugh, or to be angry.

Wei Jie- Uncle TONG! :D most hippy uncle i've ever seen in my entire life. (Y) Funny man!

And a SPECIAL GUEST

Yi Zhan- Waah, how many years I know you liao ah? :D My best best best buddy, no matter how childish I'm being, I know I can whine to you about the most ridiculous things, and you'll support me no matter what! (Y)

I'm bored, I'm sleepy. I wanna finish arranging that song!!!! :P

p.s. Randal, I know you're reading. I know loads of you are reading this. DROP A BLOODY TAG.

2010-04-25T20:30:00.000-07:00

WALAU.

CHEMISTRY II IS KILLING MY BRAIN CELLS. electronic configuration (N) to the max! D: Can't understand can't understand!

ROARRRRRRRRR D:

So I have 2 meetings today, concerning with TRCC yet again. Will prolly end 7.30 earliest now )': I feel so no-life. Toodles people, I shall carry on dying.

2010-04-25T01:00:00.000-07:00

Appreciative.

Feeling random, as per usual and normal. :D Wells, maybe the previous post are just random too. Thanks for the concern shown :D Don't care about those ald. Can nvr solve it. Guess when I have the courage I'll talk to the person I guess. Wonder when will that come. Ha! Anyway, it's a hot day, and before i get pekchek, i'll sign off. Tada! Have a nice week ahead ppl!

2010-04-23T05:38:00.000-07:00

PMS leads to ProbleMaticSituations

andifuckinghateit.

FML;FYL;FEL (: now,F*OFF.

p.s. I don't understand why am I crying.

2010-04-22T08:30:00.000-07:00

I hate it when you do that.

I lost a friend today.

FML, FYL, FOL. (:

Now I'm back to weeping by the corner with a tissue box. F*ed up, and this is the limits. Nobody shall see my tears no more.

2010-04-21T19:41:00.000-07:00

Not everything turn out the way we want it to.

Just a few days ago we were reprimanded in front of many other IGs coz our request was not met. It's a long ali baba story. And now they finally give us the mic, and in return we have to do sound check, and today was a kinda havoc day. But, as promised, I'll try not to let stupid things affect my mood today. I'm determined. (: Haha! I'm gonna go for breakfast! Ciao ppl. Update again.

2010-04-21T08:27:00.000-07:00

AWESOME

Nah, not really awesome. Been really emo-ing over some stuffs recently :/ CO-peeps should've seen it. Case of PMS? Probably. Maybe 20% coz I'm feeling short fused. oh well... there's nothing I can complain about, until I solve this problem.

So it's SLA fiesta. Oh f* it. Though we're not neighbours with noisy IGs, we're still drowned. We should request for mics next year. Thumbs up for idea (Y) Gonna have a blast tml (: I hope I'll at least put down all my worries down tml, and enjoy for just 1 day. Hopefully nothing stupid will cock up and ruin my day.

Goodnight readers.

2010-04-20T01:06:00.000-07:00

HAHAA!

Introducing... TONG. JAMES TONG.

wth. I feel that I must share this. It's too wasteful to not post about it! okay lah, i admit it. I'm just bored and I have nothing to blog about. Look at the convo below!

Weijie says:

*shu zhen........................................

SHUZHEN. 说好的幸福呢？ [[ Shalala ;D ]] ♪ says:

*yes tong?

*james tong??

Weijie says:

*shu zhen.......................................

*i'll be back...

SHUZHEN. 说好的幸福呢？ [[ Shalala ;D ]] ♪ says:

*are you trying to scare me?

❤MEI LING says:

*HAHHAHA

SHUZHEN. 说好的幸福呢？ [[ Shalala ;D ]] ♪ says:

*WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Weijie says:

*hahahaha

This is.... so omg. xD

Okay done! I've blogged :D

2010-04-16T01:31:00.000-07:00

OFF DAY

No classes today, but went to school as per normal timing, met up with kakis. Haha, i so nice, early in the morning keep reminding them non-stop that I don't have to study. In the end spend most of the day in reel room shake leg with Randal. Power much. :X Randal taught me how to arrange songs ehh! I'm gonna arrange day of the river :D Woots! ^^ Okay, i'm slow, but... Still learning. Now i'm blogging while randal and yikhung are both shaking their heads together. Like crazy couple nia ahh.

Nothing to say. I'm sleepy and tired. Gonna need to go takashimaya later to get materials. Ciao.

2010-04-15T07:58:00.000-07:00

New day of school!

Is alright (: Quite interesting class. My faci is from India, New Deli. Dr Alkan! DOCTOR. :D Have experiences teaching universities students. Wow, power. Idc laah, as long as i got learn, and she don't have the accent that I don't understand, i'll be relatively happy with her (:

My team mates today are awesome (: Well, at least we finished our work, quite on time, and I tried being helpful by asking around if they need help when I've done my own slides, providing link I think will be useful. Haha! Know why I so nice? Hahaha! If you say first impression, you got that half right. The real reason is... I'm guilty. Huh? Why? Coz... When going thru worksheet I kinda slack :X OOOOPS! Hahah! I made up for it okay?! xD

Today, after school got SLA preview. CO is supposed to be at 5.30... But we went in only at 6++? Wth.... Like what JOJO say, professionalism. My F**T. What the hell! We late a bit they nag here and there. They late, they professional. power. (N) Cab down to PCO with Uncle Tong, Randal and Yikhung. Quite fun, talked a lot on the cab. haha! Practice... SO SUPER HOTTTT! Stupid bangala take off day forgot ask ppl on air con. So swear :/ ended at around 9pm, left and I bus-ed home. Promised mum i'll be home before 10, and I reach around 9.50 or so. Heh heh! :D Power, I love me. (Y) Anyway!!!! I have to grumble a little...

you watch your mouth when you're talking to people. If you're like my best friend, I won't even mind. But I'm not. Friend? Barely pass off. So stop nabeh-ing me over the phone coz I didn't print the score for you. Big deal? You're supposed to print yourself. I don't owe you anything. You, ARE SUPPOSED to print YOURSELF. you said you got no bloody time... So I say, when I'm free, I'll help you. So, stop fucking hounding me for it every single week, and screaming at me when I didn't. Today was the last straw. It's RAINING. I got my feet soaked because of you. I left CO-peeps because of you. So shut up, and be appreciative. Want a favor from me? ASK NICELY. Not happy? Ask others to help you. You should have basic manners. you don't call people you don't know well "fucking, nabeh, knn, kns". Give me attitude? Be my guest. I don't care how old you are... As long as you don't respect me, I WON'T RESPECT YOU.

2010-04-14T17:45:00.000-07:00

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL.

Does this means the endless TRCC matters is slowing down? I hope so. Anyway, class starts at 9.15, and I reach school at 8am. Wth. HAHA! Came to school with Wan Ting and Crystal. I'm so bloody nice :D Teehee, extort money and drinks and food from them. Woooops. Haha! They really funny laaah!

Crystal almost got lost, but found her way quite fast. I was still with Wan Ting at that time, and we laughed. AND AND AND! Wan Ting got her sweet retribution by getting into the correct class.... But ... WRONG BLOCK. WTH!!! Hahaha xD Super epic. Revenge is sweet, but Retribution is sweeter. I love this phrase. (Y) Teeeeheeee! Can't wait for lunch. Woohoo!

2010-04-13T02:05:00.000-07:00

TRCC has an habit to change plans... RIGHT AT THE LAST MIN. Or... just too late.

So we were cutting tickets, halfway, and changes were... NO NEED TICKETS anymore. which is bullshit. Print all those paper, cut all those tickets, all ended up in the recycling bin anyway. It's a good thing that some solution were provided. But it still mean that... WE CUT THE TICKETS FOR NOTHING.

That's all of my rantings.

p.s. Randal say.... TRCC SUCKS.

BIG TIME.

TO THE CORE.

2010-04-11T21:05:00.000-07:00

Randal said that he smell dust in my blog. AGAIN.

Sorry reader :/ Been kinda busy recently. With the upcoming performances, SLA fiesta, things are really rushed. Today is the start of the freshmen orientation, really crowded here? I expect things to get really very noisy later, as they will be taught the cheers. Crystal seem to be having a hard time. She called me 6.30 am in the morning laaa -.- wth seriously. My phone was on silent mode, and miraculously i answered the phone. And the first question she asked me is " are you awake?" I'm like... " IT'S 6.30AM IN THE MORNING!" walau. Then after hanging up got some problems going back to sleep. Woke up, all etc.. Now i'm in the Reel Room with Randal and Yikhung. Should be joining Crystal for lunch later. So hungry. Meanwhile, I'm munching on my salad :D Haha! So tempting.

Anyway, some updates on my absence from blogger. Last night I got into a conflict with my mother and brother against me, just coz i lost my ez-link card. I know it's a big deal to my mother. But, instead of helping me by simply shutting up, my bro ganged up against me too. No big deal? How about nagging during midnight? Your mother "helping you to search bags for ez-link card"? Rummaging through my stuffs, and occasionally reading stuffs in my wallet and bags. That's a great spot check.

Anyway putting that aside, TRCC and CRAPS is giving lots of headache. So much for splitting work load. After saying that, they still call me and sms me all day almost everyday of the week breathing down my neck asking for this and that, even though i'm not in-charge of it. To make things easier for yourself, you just give me all the shit. Enough is enough bitches. Can't be bothered. I will never allow you to disrupt my hobby. So effing eff off.

pissed, much.

2010-04-05T08:09:00.000-07:00

Phew, an almost dying blog again

Yesterday qing ming jie went to cemetery to pay respects to ancestors. Was quite fun, hanging out with cousins and nephew. Haha, really fun on the bus, passing down food and all. Having ice cream, running around. Had fun calling my cousin Ah Neh no. 1 while I be Ah Neh no. 2. After a long day, went home, put some stuffs, rest a little and went home. Phew, home sweet home :)

Today went to bugis at noon to meet Wen Shan, Randal, Joel and Yikhung. Cassie couldn't come last min. Poor Cassie, have to go school early. We shall go out again next time :D went to some shops to see see look look, took numerous photos today at the J.CO, really funny. Haha! Will try to upload them into facebook soon, and hopefully into blogger too. Once I'm not lazy. No promises. Yi Zhan joins us at J.CO and then was really fun. Jojo went off earlier, so didn't go J.CO with us. :/ You missed out! Yi Zhan was like gay-ing with Randal a lot. Especially on the train. Managed to snap a few shots of Yi Zhan attempting to rape Randal. Poor Randal had to suffer 11 train stations with Yi Zhan, ALONE!!! Ooops xD Haha, lazy to update liao :X Need to arrange some stuffs and get ready for the tough day tml. Haiz, give me strength!!!

Crappy day awaits.

2010-03-30T10:41:00.000-07:00

Had a whooping time with CO today :D

haha, really funny, poor Mei Ling was called various names by us... Let me try to list them all down here.

1) 白骨精

2) White bone goddess

3) Bag of bones (by me, -proud-)

4) Sugar cane juice

HAHA! Poor girl :X But, think on the bright side, we still love you, AND, skinny better than fat right? Hahaha! :D Today de practice quite slack. Ronald praised us HuQin a little, though a bit indirect. Haha :D But, we did make improvements. I was busy trying to find opportunities to sabotage Woon Fung xD Hahah! Like when she didn't play the fast part at the Yang Bian Chui Ma, I jitao pointed her to Ronald. HAHAHA! EVIL ME xD Well, who to blame? I got good evil genes from my mother :X Wooopsie~~~ I meant it... Uhhh, I meant.... Uhhh... Errms.. I love you mummy :DDD

HAHA! Lame me. Oh well, my free unlimited sms is coming soooooon! Woohoo! Plan upgrade. My mother finally figure out the upgrade in plan will be cheaper than my bombarding of bill. :D Haha! School's starting in like... errr... 2 weeks and 1 day time? :D Can't wait. I'm kinda rotting during holiday anyway. CONSTANTLY going to school like without a life. Huh. Once school starts, it meant seeing my bestie from JPS-ians, Kaki-s and more :D and, also, more importantly, the decrease in TRCC workshops, hopefully, they keep by their promise. If not I go learn the art of eyebrows burning of Seow Mei Ling kung fu school. :D Burn Zai... I mean... Kavi... ERHHHH! I mean... TRC... I mean... You know what I mean ahh :D

Anywayyyyys, off I go to try sleep. Insomnia is horrible! (N)

p.s. No matter how lousy your dad seem to be... He's still your one and only biological dad. Don't curse him.

2010-03-28T09:30:00.001-07:00

SUPER HYPER NOW

Idk why. Just hyper. I'm singing weird songs, can't sit still. My brother's patience is running thin now, I believe coz 3 mins ago, he asked me "WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU". Hahah! I wonder :X

So anywayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Today had a performance at JE library, and it's plain AWESOME! So we were invited by a charity organisation to perform again, this time with transport provided. Yipeeee :D They love our music! -dance- Hmmms, die die must rmb to email this person who appreciate our music :D Yay! Thanks everybody who helped today! -bow down 360 degrees- teehee :D

After that i rushed off to bird park there de restaurant, celebrate uncle's belated birthday. Really crazy day. I was forced to sing Loy Kratong, when I'M NOT EVEN A THAI? I was suffering laah, have to sing with that lousy mic that spoilt. Grrr :X The room is awesomely big? :X Totally full, keep kena sabotaged to finish the cake with my brother. Sian 1/2 seriously! but lucky is not cream cake, but kueh lapis. One of my favorite cake :D awesome totally. And now I'm here with a slight headache, and singing some weird songs, randomly. HAHA! Poor brother :X

GOODNIGHT ALL! TML IS A BREAK FOR ME ^^