Hate me, leave.

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I am SHUZHEN. I'm no princess
I'm 18; Blessings on 5th March, thank you! (:
Jurong Primary School ; Yuan Ching Secondary School ; Republic Polytechnic
I love Art, in various forms. Music, drawings, imagination. You name it. Diversity, they call it.


Always be a first-rate version of yourself, instead of a second-rate version of somebody else. ~ Judy Garland


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Sunday, July 11, 2010
Call me petty.


3 sms-es won't change much. And I'm still angry, as it wasn't just the first time you offended me just like that. I won't talk so much. Time will prove if you're really sorry and won't offend me in the same manner again. I'm no make up artist, I'm not some perfect professional erhu-ist. I make mistakes, and there's no need for you to harp on it each time you walk past me. When you do something right, nobody remembers. When you commit a mistake, nobody forgets. -.- (Y)



Should I or should I not? 2-3 years now... Why am I still afraid of stepping into another relationship? I do not deny I like him. He's not perfect, he's not drop-dead-gorgeous, he's not a model, he's not someone I know for long. But it just feels different. The way he cares for me, the way he promises me. I'm afraid. I was promised. Can it last?? It feels so. I don't wanna let you slip away. But I'm afraid... Will you stand by your promise? Promise never to let me go, promise me you'll tell me once you don't feel the same anymore, and I'll promise you I'll be your happy girl, I won't cry, I won't cheat on you, I won't let you go, I won't stop loving you, I promise, when you no longer love me the way I do, I'll leave.

Is this what they mean, love?



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