Hmmm.. i just dk what to update on. haha :X So I had a 1 hour talk with this crazy cat just now. that's damn long. Hope your bill boomz xD So bad of me. Okay... Don't boomz :D Ironic... :X

Well, let's dedicate this paragraph to Cassandra Wang and Randal Lim! :D Well, I hit a rough conflict with my mother on Friday. Really ironic. She suggested her daughter (me) to be a cheap slut. And she said "Don't think I stupid/dead, I know what you do outside one okay?" What the eff, seriously. Mum loves me in a really weird way, and I hate it. ANYWAY, I don't wish to burden ppl with this problem... But the conversation hit me damn hard... Those insults, accusations, hurled at me. Don't I deserve more faith and trust from you? Haiz... Nvm than... So I broke down and I cried as I walked the remaining way to paya lebar station with Randal and Cassie, who realized I was actually crying when I hung up? i'm not sure, being absorbed into my own little bubble by than. I really appreciate what you guys did :) I appreciate the space you gave me on the platform, and I really appreciate it when you guys cheered me up on the train, even though you guys are supposed to head towards pasir ris instead of joo koon. So they pei me train all the way to joo koon! Omg, totally touched :D Haha, so mushy! But, hmm... Thanks guys :)

so today was supposed to have a SRJC church gig, which I'm SUPPOSED to go, but due to part of the conflict on Friday, my mother managed to psyco me to stay home, since it's my uncle's birthday, and I'm like his favorite, and there's bound to be dinner together, celebrations... But... To my disappoint, I spent the whole day at home? So my mother didn't know about the confirmed plans of dinner plans. AND I STAY HOME?! I wonder if she did know how this is important to me? I feel so damn... Emotional now. What was the quarrel on friday about? Hmpf... I really can't imagine the disappointment I caused.

And thus, since I'm feeling so emotional now, I shall end this blog post abruptly with a full stop.

(here you go)