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Monday, August 31, 2009
THIS IS BLOODY BULLSHIT. Ever since I started my education at the tender age of 4, I have been studying for a full 13 years, one of the thing I'm taught is that to accuse somebody, YOU NEED A BLOODY EVIDENCE. wth is happening? Am I your daughter a not? Or is it precisely the reason I am your daughter, thus, this is happening!? Wth, is going here? It's just a bloody ez-link card... Do I not have my own ez-link card? Do I have a need to borrow your ez-link card?! I HAVE NEVER BORROWED ANY EZ-LINK CARD FROM YOU, OR FROM ANYONE IN THIS WHOLE HOUSE. Even if I lost my ez-link card in the past, I used coins for transport. I don't have a SINGLE need for borrowing your ez-link card. After you lost your ez-link card, I'm the first to be asked? wth. You, my dearest, DO NOT HAVE ANY EVIDENCE TO PROVE I TOOK YOUR EZ-LINK CARD. NONE! And how can you be sure that your SONS did not take the card, and I SHOULD "NATURALLY BE THE ONLY ONE" TO TAKE YOUR CARD?! Like what I am taught, you need evidence to prove EVERYTHING. How can you say such a thing in your daughter's presence? This is serious bullshit. I am not deaf, I have feelings, I'm not immune. Please, spare a thought for my feelings. I write a letter to explain my feelings just like what the counsellor asked to do so, but you treat it as a joke. Did you take it seriously? It's not serious. Just a slap across the face, a head bang on the wall.. Nothing at all. "If you lose anything, surely is Shuzhen take one." Is it that funny? To save you all the trouble, I get to carry the entire blame. Should I jump for joy? I got special preference. Yipee. This place, should be the place of warmth.. But guess what? Ma could easily guessed that I find NO solace in my home. My "home".. This is the reason why, I still go over to JW to stay over even though there's no internet. If you think I'm being over-dramatic or sensitive over this... What else can I say? I love you people... I know you care... But can you all stop... all this special preference? I know I'm a girl, I'm a glass water.. Once I'm married the water in the glass will be gone. I know, my children will not be ANG. I know, they will bear other's surname... What can I say? This feeling in my heart will be gone. Just leave me alone... Don't say that I have an attitude problem... It's of no use.... WHY??? because... I HAVE AN ATTITUDE, AND I KNOW HOW AND WHEN TO USE IT. fullstop. Labels: BULLSHIT. |
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