Could you all believe it? I cried yesterday, on the 8th of January, thursday. Ohkay... Let me explain why I'm so shocked. Firstly, I didn't cried for so long, that I couldn't even rmb when I last cried. Secondly, I really don't like to cry. But due to a misunderstanding while working, I was soooo scared, I just cried. I couldn't control it ohkay? I tried to run away... Well... Didn't turn out so well... Thanks to those who comforted me even with a sympathetic glance in my direction. I really appreciated that 'coz I could sense that. I didn't cry 'coz anybody reprimanded me too loudly or anything like that. Hmmm... Actually, I was too pressurized ald... Adding on to it, I'm really not that kind of person to be able to take pressure well. To add on further more, I'm a known tissue paper in my family... I cry relatively easily... As you all could see ald. Happy birthday to Nabb baby on 8th. Sorry, I was too pre-occupied with work, I forgot to wish you happy birtyhday. Well... You'll always to a sexy baby :D

Ohkay, I'm breaking out in sweat, and worrying that I might be frantic with so much fear that I couldn't sleep later on... But.... It's finally here .___. Don't wanttttt~~~~ Too fast le la!!! Scared I need to retain and couldn't make it for my ideal course in NP! Firstly, I need to get a 15 points... Secondly, I do not have any confidence even though xinhui and chialee assured me many times ald. They said, since they could do it, so can I. But I'm not too sure about that though... T__T I took the entire day off instead of half day on monday... So I can spend the entire rest of the day crying. Lol... I can ald imagine myself doing that... I don't even wish to receive the result soooo soon! I'm very very scared ler...... Haiz... A small part of me wanted to receive the result sooner and be gone with it... I don't mind retaining... But... I'll shame my family... Imagine new year and every of those KPO wondering ALOUD why am I still in sec4... Just the though of it sends shivers down my backbone... Ohkay... I just realized I'm being a Drama-MAMA again... So I'll end here. Tata and may ahma bless my results