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Sunday, November 2, 2008
I HATE YOUR LIES
I hope you know that I'm talking about you, 'coz I'll never get enough courage to talk to you anymore. I heard enough of your lies. You said I was your best, but whereas in fact, I'm not. Am I just a tool to you? I felt like it. Whenever you need me, I'll be available... But were you there for me when I need it? You made me re-live my old attitude, and I'm hating it. I don't hate you... I won't hate you. But i just want to appeal to you to stop all your lies. You don't have to lie to make me feel good, coz it ain't making me feel good now. At first, I was happy enough to believe and forget. But now, when I found out the truth, I really hate it a lot and many a times I felt like talking to you. But the nagging thoughts that you'll be probably thinking " Oh, not again, this girl and her bullshits" I hate your lies... You know what, I don't want you to come tell me you're sorry, coz I heard enough, but things never change. All I want know is for you to stop lying to me. I can't believe why I am willing to let you lie to me while I still had no feeling other than hurt. I cried. But that was not important to you. All these lies... Just the same as the previous ones that I had from him. You're no better. Only you're different. Coz no matter what, I'll never bring myself to hate you. I guess we'll call everything we had off... Everything back to where it started. I'm tired of it... But I'm still willing to listen to your woes. Should one day all your plans failed. But for now, I'm going to forgive and forget.
Forgive myself for being stupid & to forget you ever existed.
Don't worry, I won't ruin your present life.

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