Not a fairy tale

my granny passed awae on
sunday,
18th may 2008,
at night,
at NUH..
her breathing was weak.
somemore my mum and her sis( my aunt) and my pa and my uncle was in malaysia...
both my granny's daughter in malaysia,
so we decided to put granny on life support till they come back..
if not, my granny's heart will stop again and it'll be harder for da docs to bring her back again.
so we're forced to put her on life support.
a machine was then inserted IN her to help her heart beat..
i was heartbroken la..
to see my beloved granny suffer like tt..
so all arrived to see her at NUH,
as we know it'll be da last, not including seein her in da funeral..
granny was in coma,
but she could hear us talking.
we talk and talk, cry and cry..
amanda cousin was crying da most,
she didn't eat da whole day.
she kept thinkin of da past when she was young and wad granny did for her..
so she kept crying and crying.
i cried a lot too,
but i did ate some.
joyce cousin kept tryin to drum
" mummy and ah yi comin ald, so euu cannot be selfish, must w8"
into granny's mind..
it was repeated over and over and over again..
it just hurt my heart to see granny suffering a slow death.
mum and aunt came,
and they cried uncontrollably in da ward.
mum kept cryin while aunt,
who also kept crying, hit her chest.
obviously they feel guilty.
but nobody predict it'll happen?
even if they were in sg,
we cant stop it from happening..
mum nearly fainted when da undertaker came to collect granny.
she totally went numb in her legs.
all of us cried, even da guys..
tears were uncontrollable, ok?
this is da reason why i didnt turn up for sch yesterday.
i was sick on wednesday,
slept too little..
granny was buried,
and amanda cousin shouted and screamed yesterday
as they put granny's coffin into da pit..
and we cried again as da pit was covered..
i had totally no appetite yesterday lunch,
but my bowl was filled up by amanda cousin's friends sitting next to me.
AH MA~
DON'T WORRY,
WE'VE ALL GROWN UP,
WE'LL STUDY HARD,
WORK HARD AND TAKE CARE OF OURSELVES!!!
REST IN PEACE!!!
and i almost called da police as granny's wake
was practically turned into an illegal gambling den...
ANGRY!!
but i didn't call... dun wan chaos to happen..
anyways, im sorry if im not in da best of mood..
i still love euu guys~